For the first time...my bitterness is making me angry at me, and not the person I'm bitter towards. It's very strange...because I feel better! God is working with me here, or I should say working ON me since I need to be fixed. Bitterness can really eat someone alive. I know it does for me. I feel like I can hide pretty well just how angry I can become sometimes. Most of the time, I'm upfront with my emotions; so much so, it allows me to better hide what I'm most frustrated with so people don't ask.
My frustration with other people, is actually my disappointment with myself. I suck! But, Lord help me, at least I'm confronting it now!
I'm leaving this one short tonight.
<3 rachel
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