Sometimes I'm so ashamed I want to crawl in a hole and die.
and the weird thing is, I didn't even do anything. People can be so hateful and rude... I really don't understand but I guess you're not going to get along with everyone you meet.
Then you meet people who are very kind and nice to be around, and thank God for them.
I'm feeling lonely right now, though. I'm not sure if its because Spring Break is happening next week and I have nothing really fun planned, or if I'm just a loser anyway.
I wish I could fall asleep and maybe waking up tomorrow will make me feel better automatically but I took a two hour nap this afternoon and I'm not tired at all.
Life kinda sucks.
2 comments:
I love you :) Days like that are no fun..next time come get me and we'll eat ice cream and watch oxygen marathons
i think the thing that kills me is when i remember those "shame" moments Years down the road. i'm still aware that i didn't really do anything bad, but part of me perpetually wants to apologize.
for your spring break, i think you should hitchhike to Rwanda. you would have a free place to stay and food to eat when you got here. =D
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