"All our young lives we search for someone to love, someone who makes us complete. We choose partners and change partners. We dance to a song of heartbreak and hope, all the while wondering if somewhere and somehow there is someone searching for us."
-The Wonder Years
I love this, mainly because it's how I feel (d u h). I know I'm young, and it's not like I'm behind or anything...but I'm tired of waiting! Yes, some have waited MUCH longer than I have, and people have told me that sometimes it's better to not have been in love and then be alone...because you had it once and then you don't anymore...but when you've never had it, I guess I fear that I never will.
I'm thankful that Christ loves us so. It's these moments that I'm having right now that make me check my reality and what is true in my life.
Praise God for blessing me with what I do have in my life. Wonderful and loving parents who provide for me, lovely sisters who are beyond precious...really.
Friends who are there for me...really.
This has been a struggle lately. Moving out of my home, away from my family...it's SO hard to trust people. I thank God for giving me basically 2 people to rely on...really.
Why does God make us intimate beings...and have us designed to be with someone (at least most people who aren't called to singleness) but then there are so many people who you can't trust? That's just how I feel...I dont know...really.
all right this is boring now, sorry haha!
love. bye.
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